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Name: millie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 4/4/1983
Interests: God, life, people, art/design, writing, teaching, reading, dancing, music, coffeeshops, making secondgraders cry.
Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
3/16/2003
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| i am back from the onething 08 conference. i've attended 4 of these conferences (wow, glory to Him!!) and this was the best onething conference in my opinion of the past 4 years. (though the first year the Spirit touched me so deeply and left me weeping and awakened to deeper depth than i've dared to go.) so much has happened since the first year i've been - onething has grown tremendously. there were over 16,000 people there this year praise Him - but the most miraculous part of it all, is that there is a generation arising, an ARMY, that is truly marked w/ a different spirit. a fierce, battle forerunner spirit, a people that is truly being raised for such a time like this, when we are quickly nearing the return of our Lord and Saviour and our Bridegroom- Jesus! there is an ARMY!!! i am happy to hear the sound of this ARMY. a people being prepared. a people being awakened. a people in training. a people with his heart. a people dying to live. a people who LOVE TRUTH.
amen.
there's gonna be a wedding, it's the reason that i'm living... i can't wait for the millennial kingdom!
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| i am in assumption that nobody really uses or reads xanga anymore and so if you are, wow, beware. :) i am saying what i am thinking from my heart and not to be mean or discouraging. i mean the love of God w/ all my heart...i know i can't just say that but for now it will do.
a couple notes. i will blog elsewhere later...but!
there is much power in 1. being silent, 2. doing everything in secret (you can get creative w/ this one, seriously you have no idea what i am thinking or talking about...i am very serious), 3. and really understanding silent and secret living. wow so good i cannot talk anymore. but i will, one day.
there is much power in doing what others don't think you are doing. and much heavenly reward.
(this is unselfish living. this is dying to yourself, your flesh living...it's what ppl rarely do or even begin to think to do)
there's so much false teaching (or spirit behind the teaching) about what humility is and what it is not, we need clarity in this generation! we do not need anymore false humility. we do not need anymore pride COVERED up!!! people who are proud love to cover it up! we need some people who are NOT proud to not cover it up - the real people. and the ones who are to stop covering it up. i'm trying to keep this really, really simple. but foreel, God come and teach us, Spirit lead us. we don't want to talk about humility, we want to experience and live it OURSELVES, not watch others do it... because to be honest, you can NOT watch true humility. at least not while it grows but you can see the fruit of it. some fruit that looks like humility can actually be really hidden "pride" BUT on the other hand, some fruit that looks like humility could actually be HUMILITY!!! i would like to have fruit that is real on the inside and out. let's have some fruit that TASTES as good as it LOOKS on the outside - bring it on generation, wake up!
and lastly, (true) change on the inside should produce change on the outside. we should look, dress, act, be different on the outside AS A RESULT of what is going on on our inside. there is so much mixed up worldly teaching that christians are confused!! they no not what to wear, what to look like or how any of it even matters. when the light of God shines upon us, it changes us, first on the inside then on the outside - we should live by faith both in and out. we were meant to be so full of life on the inside that it FLOWS OUT of us... and if we are not flowing out anything - we need to stop and reevaluate what we are undergoing on the inside. we are an inside out people. and we need to start living like it.
we need to understand why we take care of our bodies, why we dress up (more than just for God), we need to understand what LIVING BY FAITH really is. it's not just a cliche- you can live by faith in everything, in the way you dress, who are you...everything. :) it is awesome. but anyway i just believe God wants us to represent ourselves well, in everything, and according to our heart. this is a whole topic in itself. ahhhhhhhhhh- ah.
BE REAL BE REAL PEOPLE. i just want it to be real.
i want it to be right. i want it to be God. i want it for real. amen, tbc...
oh, and also i want to talk about OUR HEART. how do you know a person's heart? how do you get discernment? what is discernment? do people know what they are talking about and preaching about when they talk about discernment? who gets to decide what a person's heart is? if it's all about our hearts, why don't we live like it... and why don't the christians get God's heart and the hearts of God's people. mmmhmm. well, we should and we can and if we seek it we will. and we will have clarity.
God i pray you keep us unoffended and pure, holy for you. amen. | | |
| happy thanksgiving. :)
that's all for now and for a very long time... | | |
| life is good, i am loving it.
i am really excited about many things coming up before the end of this year.
*i am excited about God.
*i am excited about life.
*i am excited about cool weather and sunny winter days in texas.
*i am excited about thanksgiving week coming up!
(and i am excited about the week before thanksgiving week!)
*i am SO excited about hearing joyce meyer speak this week.
*i am excited about the conference this week and delirious!
*i am excited that God is real.
*i am excited about transformation.
*i am excited about going to kansas city this december for ONETHING!!!
*i am excited about meeting more ihop peeps.
*i am excited about going deeper into the heart of God (i shall not be afraid!).
*i am excited about SNOW this winter!
*i am excited about worshiping God with 15,000+ people in a prophetic place.
*i am excited about prophetic singing and prophetic worship.
*i am excited about misty edwards. cory asbury. the list goes on...
*i am excited about divine encounters yet to happen.
*i am excited about this year.
*i am excited about what God's doing in this city.
*i am excited about my family.
*i am excited that i still have JOY even in the midst of storms.
*i am excited that i still have PEACE.
*i am excited that i still got my praise!!!! you have no idea.
*i am excited that that NOTHING can separate me from the love of God...or the purposes of God in my life.
*i am excited that God has strengthened me and prepared me for battle.
*i am excited that i am ALIVE.
*i am excited that i am SO excited.
so, i am excited. and it's all because of you. :) thanks.
peace and blessings. we are going from glory to glory...yay praise Him for that!! :O)
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| i love God. deal with it.
i mean that in a very nice but foreel way...i'm smiling :)
though i've had a busy (but fruitful) weekend, i've somehow managed to listen to several hours of misty singing. if there is such a thing as prophetic singing, which there is, this is what it is...i don't know how else to describe misty's singing except that it's straight from heaven. it literally moves your heart towards God's heart. anyway i will stop. i don't know how you can listen to this and not be softened on the inside. you are blessed, and the Lord loves your heart. he loves all that is within you that no one else sees.
i am in awe. my heart is in awe- i love it when my heart's in awe! not just my mind. though my mind is too. :) i love it. i love God. i love life. i love everything i have cause i don't deserve any of it. i don't deserve this love that casts out all fear. it is so supernatural and so real to me. it is not the love i learned about when i was a little kiddo in sunday school...God's love is wide, it's deep, it's unreal so much of the time yet it's ours. it's more than just God is love. it's more than our relationships, more than anything in this world, anything anyone's ever described. this love is to die for, it makes you cry every single day. i don't ever want to stop being moved by the love of God. i don't ever want to stop crying for Jesus, i miss him. this love is so real to me. i am satisfied. i am alive. i am filled. i am steady. i am dead to myself, i'm alive to him... i'm not going back. i choose to weep, for you...
also, i'm prepared. i'm ready. i'm excited for what is ahead in this world! i'm excited about the church, i'm excited about life, people, our nation, our workplaces, our schools... I'M SO EXCITED. you know why? cause of the reality of God. let it rain...
an awesome verse i've been looking at to encourage myself this weekend:
GOD OPPOSES THE PROUD,
(oh - i like to add that word here!!)
BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE.
amen, praise HIM!!! you rock God. | | |
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